Wednesday, December 30, 2009 ♥
Last footprint@7:26 PM
最后一抹的微笑在转身之后
我闭上眼哭了
仅存的一点点骄傲
华丽的外表终於丢掉
很旁徨很孤单是寂寞或悲惨
一个人该怎么办
像是刺嘷般防范
伪装得勇敢
不轻易让你看穿
我以为可以很坦然
面对分开时不觉得伤感
然而将灯关上
一片无声黑暗
心痛得大声呼喊
我想我没那么坚强
每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好
渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤
承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏
比傻瓜还傻
刺嘷的坚强全都是假象
哭吧
♥ Love,
Saturday, December 26, 2009 ♥
Last footprint@8:39 PM
JOANNE TING IS OFFICIALLY RETARDED. i never don't want you okay! anw friends! China's pretty awesomee(: didn't expect much of it at first. but then, living here is practically luxury. having personal drivers to drive you around in Mercedes-Benz is damn cool(: andandand went for Christmas countdown party at Hard Rock Cafe. it costs like about $180 dollars per person. Sing dollars kay! not renminbi. that's practically crazy. and the Great Wall was pure awesomeness! Though it made me realise how unfit i was. Climbing up the steep steps was worse than trng mann.
BUT THEN, i still miss Singaland and everything associated with it. ): (Joanne you can stop whining now hah)
COMING BACK ON TUESDAY!(:
♥ Love,
Friday, December 25, 2009 ♥
Last footprint@12:19 AM
Melissa's being a very big asshole.
Melissa went t China.
Melissa likes China.
Melissa fell for China men.
Melissa wants t be a China girl.
Melissa doesn't want Joanne anymore.
Melissa wants China only.
MELISSA FASTER COME BACK OR I THROW AWAY YOUR PRESENT.
Please tell me you'll be sad if I throw away your present.
♥ Love,
Sunday, December 13, 2009 ♥
Last footprint@7:37 PM
Most people wanna grow up quickly when they're young. But there'll be a day when they realise, how much they'd give to get back their innocence, and realise the original beauty and happiness they had was so irreplaceable. So cherish what you have now. Cause a few yrs down the road, you'll be wanting to be right where you are now.
There is a title we can't win no matter how hard we might swing.
♥ Love,
Monday, November 30, 2009 ♥
Last footprint@9:47 PM
Just read through the previous entries and eh CBBF, i realised that we had this blog for close to two yrs eh! Doesn't feel like it. Life's getting complicated. Wanna go back to when drinking meiji milk (you strawberry i chocolate) from vending machine was enough to make us happy. And now it feels like whining is our fav thing to do haha. Furry up come back to Chingapore and we shall be crazy happy girls stuck in our own unburstable bubble kay!
Actually, come back so you can suffer during trng with me hah. I love you, and stop thinking of stuff that makes you emo.
mel
♥ Love,
Sunday, November 22, 2009 ♥
Last footprint@9:55 PM
HELLOOOOOOO
School's boring but at least it's ending! Can't believe we're flying next friday B) Been spending th past weeks stoning eating training playing gg out with KITTIES SUGARR<3 (hahahaha so gayxzz) and even th HOLEYS! Have t catch up with PAK though.
It's been fun but at th rate I'm rotting away I'm gg t become a giant potato who can only roll in order t get around.
Okay I'm really bored there's nothing left t say plus there's tons of tutorials t do so GOODBYEHH (:
Gotta start studying soon cause I don't want you t work at this alone. Have t work hard and lighten your burden cause I know what you're gg through though you smile it away no matter what.
She's back t school, he's working is ass off. I can't imagine watching him work 9pm-5am. And I thought they treated him well. So i guess this means a new job, or even a completely different career. Yeah it scares th hell out of me. What if stuff don't work out? Its not easy t feed so many people. And at th rate we spend, even if money grew like grass it wouldn't help much. I guess this is it. Just have t trust God.
♥ Love,
Saturday, November 07, 2009 ♥
Last footprint@10:04 PM
change is inevitable, and yet so freakishly scary. i guess that's what scares the hell out of everybody. nobody promises that the change'll be better.
i never knew i was such a horrible person to you. i know its partly my fault for hiding all my emotions and only allowing my nonchalance to show. but this only goes to show how much, or should i say, how little faith you have in me. there are so many things i wanna say to you, and yet nothing i can say. to you, i'll always be the useless, unfeeling, insensitive girl. but you know what, i just want to say fyi, i have feelings to. im not bulletproof y'know. there's always a limit to how much i can endure. so the next time you stab me, stop to remind yourself, that i do hurt.
&you can throw me away then. you wouldnt be the first.
说你害怕因为受过伤
不需要害怕因为我不是他
i don't think i'll buy this anymore.
♥ Love,
